Indecisive

What the hell do I really want?

In the last two months, I have been moving back and forth with what I want to do next in life. Its been an hectic situation for me. I have started with this idea of applying for MCP of AIESEC South Africa, then I pulled out from that, then I decided that I will go back home for a couple of months before going on an internship; now I am abandoning that plan. Now my plan is to rerun for MC New Zealand but this time for ICX. Damy, what do you really want in life.

See, the point is that for me, I know my future is bright and what ever path I take today will lead me to a rewarding future... this mind is confused honestly!

On a more constructive and positive note, another year in AIESEC will make me actually do the things I really wanted to do for ICX since this was a huge chunk of my ER responsibility in AIESEC New Zealand in the last one year. As ER Director, I am responsible for raising National Exchange Partners and from that I will get to know and understand the challenges of raising excghnges in New Zealand. So by been ICX director, I can generally contribute immensely to the development of ICX locally through the knowledge i have gathered about ICX in New Zealand.

Anyway, to cut my story short, I have sent in my application, had my interview, got ratified, and I have be reselected into the New Zealand MC as ICX.

Even though this is the case, I will be heading to Nigeria by late July for a month. I'll use that month to sort out academic issues, stay with my mum for a while, get some more Nigerian goodies for my new MC team, hopefully go to IC in August and then return back to New Zealand early September to kick ass on ICX .

I'll keep you updated with how this goes in the coming weeks.